Ok... So many happened... First and very important I saved my "heart and lungs" exam!!!!! Yes with I think 72% !! Great cause I was like 90% sure I had failed it!!! So that was a big thing! I spent the whole monday without eating cause anything I ate came out... i had not thrown out since last year big event! But it was cause of the nervousness! On tuesday I found out I had saved and I was fine immediately!
Then another thing to say is that im already tanned... the front side... i'll try to burn the back this weekend. Im listening to danity kane... is kinda good... i can like it... no better than pussycat dolls!!! they are still the best! (just saw buttons clip, such great choreography!!!)
Ok main topic is MAXI of course. I find myself missing him... today I was suppoused to see him and it couldnt happen and im so angry and sad... and... gosh im nervous! Im sure this is a turning moment... he is going to meet someone tonight and he is gonna forget about me... why? cause im getting really into this... and i told some friends... and... im actually afraid!! Cause he is cute and sucha sweet talker and he can get anyone!... gosh... I cant believe im writing this... i cant believe im thinking this... but Im really feeling that way. And now I dont see him until monday If I can see him on monday... im so blue and ANGRY!
Im gonna go to bed and try to sleep... such a hard mission for my night!
Bye!!!
Why don't you do somethin'?? :: 8:35 PM
Hello!!! So I had A parcial examination today... respiratory system... I got 58% which is good, I needed 40% but... to pass the exam you are required to at least have 60%... so I wanted to have 60 in both but hey 58 is pretty close and I still have time to study!
So Maxi... well, we talk almost everyday... we see eachother pretty often... Im afraid that will change as soon as I start again with classes... =*(
But Im really really happy... I really like spending time with him and If we dont speak I kinda miss it... yesterday for example we didnt talk late at night and I went to bed feeling kinda blue cause I really wanted to speak with him!. And he is such a sweet talker... I mean he always says sth that makes me smile the rest of the day so why would I not be happy??!
Oh Im starting to get a tan... in fact my chest is pretty tanned but for some weird reason it itches!!! Its driving me mental!!! I mean I cant go around scratching between the twins... Or a twin!!!... So Its really annoying!
So... I stopped my excercises this week cause of the exam... but I cant stand it anymore... I need to move!! When me dad said that it was addictive... he was right! Plus Maxi is kinda this excercise freak... so he is like constantly reminding me my own lazyness, of course not directly... I sense that cause I know Im with my ass on a chair the whole day!.
Anyway... I dunno what else to write so Im gonna go watch seinfeld!!! Goodbye!!!
Love always!!!
Why don't you do somethin'?? :: 1:06 PM
Oh my gosh! Im a 12 year old floating on my own soft cotton cloud. Last night we went out with vale and this great girl, Carolina, vale met her through alvaro and she is really nice!!! So we went to mcdonalds for my once a month visit, we talked we had a blast specially thinking about thalia on a beatle and the 522!!!. So we obviously went to "W" and I had already arranged to meet Maxi there... after 2 days of not "talking"... is terrible that Im already counting the days!!. Anyway, we spent ther whole saturday talking to eachother in the very moment when the other was out of reach, but it ended up great cause we met... and gosh I love being around that guy!!!.
He won me last night cause he said everything I wanted to say but for some reason I was out of words... I just wanted to stay there between his arms until... no, no until... I just wanted to stay there!. God I hated it so much when the music started to fade meaning it was time to go home!
All night all I could think of was that I felt so good with him... it was that feeling of belonging... That was the moment and it was our... and it was fine!. It felt right, and if it feels right then what else do you need to realize thats what you want?. Cause all I know is that he feels right for me... and I cant help to think that I feel right for him... GOSH! never in a million years I could put up all this pieces together and form this wonderfull picture Im staring at. Do you see the little pink hearts floating??? I think I might...
To say something else... today I saw some great movies... "V of Vendetta" great great great!!!. I even lost a tear... you know I tend to get emotional in those intense moments during movies when something that "right" happens!!!. And then I saw one called "lakawanna blues" that was a good old drama and it was a teary film so ... imagine... me and my feelings exposed + a teary film.. = red eyes!!!.
So... what else??? I talked a bit with maxi's friend nico... he is really nice... funny guy... surprised me how much he knew about wht i talk with maxi... meaning he talks about me which is always a good sign. I still dunno why I haven't talked about him to my everygirl... I think is kinda protecting myself... I so want this to work that Im like being totally supersticious... like... "If i say sth maybe this wont happen, or... he wont call" Only few people know... Val OBVIOUSLY!!!!, tich... ana also knows a lil... and thats it!! Wow.. Oh also I told Tin R. Wow... im surprised of meself!!!.
Oh! today he called me and I was sleeping!!!!!!! Stupid fat ugly cow!!! (yes that was for me!) Sleeping!!! gosh I ate today... a lot!!!!!! Anyway... starving starts tomorrow (not actually starving in the whole literal meaning of the word!!!)!!! Oh also running I think... that better I leave for tuesday!!!
Ok... im gonna go have a piece of cake and dream a lil bit more... *sighs*<--Im doing that a lot!!!
Love...
Why don't you do somethin'?? :: 7:22 PM
My belly is aching so bad... I just took 2 pills for the pain but it will take them at least 30 min to kick in... so until then... enjoy the pain!
So what have I been up to? actually nutting!!! Does this even surprises you by now???. I should be studing but, without the thrill it aint much fun... so I guess im gonna let this day pass by without studing... I dunno, maybe I'll get so bored that I will study some!!!.
right now he is conecting and disconecting, and he didnt answer... Why am I growing so angry at him i dunno, he did nothing... Maybe is some sort of protection against my feelings for him, I really dont know, but I dont want those feeling to come up again, Im very pleased and happy with my new situation. Im growing so fond of maxi!!!, its kinda scary you know, cause im being totally open and a stab right now would not be a very good thing. But Im very happy about this whole situation, I really enjoy this game... you know, the nice things, the kisses, the long talks... is I mean... I have this huge smile on my face all the time... specially when I talk with him! and Im giggling and I really do not think about him except when I see him.
Besides my romantic life... the rest is very... lets say boring!, nothing really to talk about. Oh, Ive been sunburning a lil... of course there are no great changes since we are in September!!!. But.. I keep on like this 4 another month, and you'll see!!!
Ok, so Now I go, Im bored and I have a lot to do!.
Bye, love...
Why don't you do somethin'?? :: 10:29 AM